Oh havent we all at some time or other?? I dunno....It's all about lifes choices. I realized sooo long ago that for every action, there's a reaction. One can only do the best they can at the moment.

Thanks Janet!

This thread was a tough one for me to read. I am soo sorry for eveyone's worst days. I wish we only had all Best days, but.........sigh...

My best day is when I married my hubby! With out him, I would not have been able to get thru all my worst days.

But one of my worst days happened only when I was 14, so I didnt even know my hubby then. But I came home from school and my Mom was sleeping on the couch....She woke up and asked me if I could find a ride to my swim practice, Because she was not feeling well, and so I did. I Said good bye and see ya when I get home. About 3 hours later, O got home, and she was asleep on the couch, so I didn't want to bother her, and I let her sleep. That was about 8pm. My Dad got home from working afternoon turn, and he came running up to get me saying he thinks Mom is dead, and she did end up passing away in her sleep, she was only 44. It is going to be 15 years already, but it does still seem like it was only yesterday it all happened.

To this day, I still think to myself, if only I had tried to wake her, maybe her life could have been saved, but there is no going back in time.

Oh Mandy, I am so horribly sorry for the loss of your Mom. I truly am speechless and my heart really goes out to you now. :(

Thanks Sheryl.

It just seems like we all have soo much heartache in our lives. But I have to firmly believe that everything happens for a reason and that the Man Above only gives us what he knows we can handle. And I just always have to remember to look to my faith when I am having a bad day and remember how many good things there still are in life!

Mandy, I am at a loss of what to say! What a tragic circumstance for a 14 year old to have to go through. I am so sorry for the loss of your mother, but you seem to me to be such a wonderful, caring person. I think your mother would be very proud. :angel: