Joyce, your mind is working overtime on this. Hugs. I know that this is hard for you.......the waiting. Don't let your "feelings" and what friends have to say upset you right now. Go take a nice hot bath with bubbles and candles.......relax and just take care of YOU for awhile. Let the worries right now just go away and be calm. This may be the calm before the storm.........or there might not be a storm at all. I'm sure that everyone has a horror story to tell........don't listen. You have to just take care of you. We're all here for you if you need us.