[Janet]

Thank you for that Gayle. Reading it really made me feel that it's something I MUST do, to save my health and my sanity.

Today I went over to have the MRI done. Those machines are very tight fitting for an overweight gal...lol. It crunched me up so tight that it made my shoulder and arm hurt so bad, plus it was so uncomfortable to breath. So....I have to go back with a 'driver' and be given a seditive of some kind. They should make 2 sizes of those machines.

I left there still in pain and went to the hospital to see Mom. She looked horrible when I got there and then she started crying. She was feeling really bad. She cried on and off throughout the morning. The Dr is considering putting her on some kind of antidepressant. She ate a decent breakfast but vomited her lunch. She only ate a couple bites. She was also having trouble breathing and taking a deep breath so they put oxygen on her and were calling in her cardiologist. To top it off, the C-dif is back, so it's not going to be a nice at all for a few days. I feel so bad for her and wish she didn't have to suffer so much, it just breaks my heart.

I'm home for the evening but will head back to the hospital in the morning.