I know what you mean, with everything that is going on with you, it feels like just one more thing like calling the doctor will push you over the edge. I've been there so many times when Gary wasn't doing well. My juggling happens with my work and trying to take care of him when he is in the hospital or feeling badly. I'm fortunate that I can do most of my work at home if I need to, but sometimes the stress gets to me, so I can certainly feel what you are going through. At the same time, you must take care of yourself and get this pain under control or you will be no good to your mom. It's a juggling act, for sure and it is no picnic. And now with the brother that might come over and sit with her while you are out, being sick, you really don't have any sort of backup. It's just so hard.
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