[Janet]

I am so glad you're safe Judy. With all I'm going through I thought of you during that whole storm.

Gayle...it's great that Gary has a deer lease! I love hearing your stories about him and his love of fishing and hunting.

Sandy...thank you....I would love to have you here...would love to have all of you.

I'm really glad that you can post more Betsi...you're always missed ya know!


Today.....my brothers and I went to the funeral home to make the arrangements. It was awful...picking a casket, setting visitation, picking out everything. We then went to the cemetary to sign a paper so they can open the grave on Friday. I just don't know if I can do this.....I want my Mom, I miss her so much already. I'm so worried how she'll look when we first go in. I want her to look the same so I took in some really good pictures of her.

I also had to go to Mom's lawyer so they can file her Will. I know it will all be over soon, but my heart aches so bad that it feels like it will always be this way.