[Janet]

Thanks everyone....It makes me feel a little more secure about my future now. I had wanted it, but thought it was because I am still grieving. I thought I was just trying to hang on to everything and I really can't do that. I need to let things go, I've kept enough of Mom's things. Then.....I had to show the house to people last night and I was in a near panic at the thought of someone else owning it. So...took the sign down and I'm getting it.

It was strange that I kept looking at Mom's pictures to see her smile because I couldn't invision it in my mind....after I made the decision last night, I could see Mom smile like she was standing next to me. It was such a great feeling.