Judy....your post made me so sad. What a love story. I think for most everyone at one time or another we wonder 'why'. We can sit and wonder for hours and nothing changes. Now you've got me going down memory lane...
What makes you think you pick unstable guys? Thirty-five years ago was a crazy time for everyone. Some made it out just fine...others not so much...still others...not at all. I wouldn't try to figure it out now, just cherish the memories you have. You are so loved Judy, by your family and by us!!