[Janet]

I just don't know why it has to be this way and I know it's not for me to understand. But once it's over...I will be so glad. I want my happy back. I'm still missing my Mom of course so I'm dealing with my grief of losing her and then I walked on eggshells afterwards to keep from having arguments. No more, I'm the exectutrix and no more leaning over backwards for either of them. It's going to be the way I want it from here on out, no more compromise. Everything I do will be strictly by the advise of the attorneys. I wish it were over already...