Oh Gayle, I'm so sorry. I think your shock is just beginning to wear off. It seems that adjusting to being at your house by yourself would be the hardest thing. Maybe at some point you can move closer to your kids. I wish there was something I could do to ease your pain.
I'm going to Dallas tomorrow to catch a plane to Seattle to see Dustin and Joy. I haven't seen them in 8 months, since I fell down their stairs and hurt my knee. I can't wait to see them, but I'm sick of having to get on a plane every time I want to see my kids.
All of you try to behave while I'm gone
I'll check in when I can!