You don't sound like a whiner Rebecca!! We all have wishes. Here are some more of mine...
Wish I liked to exercise more.
Wish I had more energy.
Wish I didn't worry about things so much.
Wish I had my house the way I want it.
Wish I had a better relationship with my Mom and younger brother.
Wish my Dad was alive and healthy. He's been gone 34 years. I miss and need him.
Wish my father and mother in-law were still alive. He passed 2 years ago and my she passed 2 weeks ago. I miss them.
I wish I didn't tear up so much lately....I'm so tired of crying.
I wish I had more dogs and the space/money to care for all of them.
I could go on and on.......