[Marilyn]

Oh, Brooke, my heart aches for you. Please talk to your pastor as soon as you can, and see if you can get your husband to go to some kind of counseling with you. You can't do this alone. God is there to help, but you need supportive, Godly people helping you as well. If, Lord forbid, this does not work out, you are stronger than your realize. You are a very talented, capable lady. You can make it!!!! I'm praying for you and will ask some very Godly women who I know to pray for you as well.