[Lindsey]

The thing is, I have that book, I had it before I met him, and I checked him against EVERY point when we started dating. He was that perfect guy. So I fell in love with him, the first guy I've ever fallen in love with. Then out of nowhere, he just changed. He went on a trip without me, and lost his feelings for me somewhere out in the mountains.
I know it could be a lot worse, and everytime I think that I feel so selfish and weak for making a big deal out of it. Life goes on. Even though I don't feel ready for a relationship I know the one thing that will get me over him fast is another guy. I hate to rebound but I just want to so bad. Unfortunately every guy i've met that i might be interested in just happens to know my ex. He's more well-known than I thought. I can meet a random guy on the street and they know each other.