[Lindsey]

He talked to me on MSN yesterday and apologized for being a jerk. He said I put him on the spot, and he was drunk, and he didn't know what to say. He admitted he didn't handle it well. I told him I was upset but I dealt with it on my own and the result was negative. I also told him I'm taking another test this Friday since I was sick yesterday morning and this morning. Hopefully I can just chalk it up to having the flu.
He also told me his parents still care, they told him I'm a nice girl and wanted him to say hi to me for them. Half of the hurt over this breakup was over losing them. I'm not at all close to my own parents and they just took me right in and gave me hugs! I'm glad they still want to be sort of in contact.
Finally, he saw my new big purchase and said "Niiiiice bike! How pumped are you??" So we had bike talk for awhile, and I told him I'm glad I got a sexier bike than him! I hope that one of these days it'll just go back to how it used to be before we dated... i want to be normal with him and with his friends. I wish I didn't get involved at all, we used to be so close.