[Lindsey]

I feel better today. I didn't think about him as much. I talked to his friend today (we e-mail each other all day at work... I met him the same time I met Ryden) and he talked about Ryden a little... asked if I knew about their big party last week and why I didn't show up. I said I wasn't invited and I had other plans anyway. I don't want them to think it bothers me, because Ryden will find out. As far as any of them know, I cried over him for one day, and then I was over it! I still like those guys, and I still like hanging out with them. It's less weird for them I think if they don't know anything has changed with me, and I'm still the same girl they've always known. I don't want them to think I'm so upset over one stupid guy. Besides, why am I upset over one stupid guy?