I know alot of you have said you couldn't do it but when you are faced with the situation & know what you should do, you react first & think later. I think the hardest part of the medical field is holding someone's hand & being strong while they die. You do it without thinking but after they are gone & you have cleaned & prepared the body, that's when you lose it. I would go outside & cry everytime. I thought you would lose this as you got more used to it. I only did it for about 6 yrs but I never did. Every death still affected me that way. I'm sorry she didn't make it Tink. I hope you know you did everything you could & tried your best.
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