I would have never let guys play me and hurt me, because I dealt with low self-esteem for so long. BUT, if that didn't happen, I would have never given up scholarships so I could go to the city where my cheating boyfriend lived instead, and I wouldn't have decided to try Engineering, and after that decide I would rather go to a tech school, and then move to a new city, so I would never have become friends with the girl who introduced me to my new boyfriend who treats me like a princess
So in the end, I guess I wouldn't have changed a thing!