Thanks all. I'm feeling better about it all. It really helps to be able to write out my feelings and Lynne...you have been so wonderful. I honestly don't think I could handle it if I didn't hear your voice urging me on and letting me know all will be okay.
I think I let it get to me a little more now because the holidays are near and with all the hustle and bustle it gets a little crazy. Plus...I really miss my in-laws even though I thought they were a little...well it doesn't matter.
..I miss them....
Mom sounds really 'up' today so that is helping too. I know I shouldn't worry so much about Ricky, but he's my baby...don't let him know I told you that..LOL. I just wish time would slow down just a little bit...I still have so much I want him to know.
Thanks again...I really need to calm down a bit before I start writing...It all seems just a bit better with a clearer mind.