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Originally Posted by Marilyn
I'm not in your situation, so cannot relate to what you are going through, but would still like to be your friend, and I'm sure there are many others on here who would also like to help. Hope you do find someone who can relate and offer suggestions. Hugs, Brenda!!
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Thank you Marilyn. I just feel like I'm at the end of a cliff and trying not to fall off. Bi-polar is a horrible thing to live with. Especially for my husband. He also drinks WAY too much which doesn't help. He can go from sweetheart to bast*rd in the same sentence. I know when he is going to have an episode...nothing I can do or say can help. I don't know from one minute to the next what his mood is going to be. It has definately put a wedge between us. He has changed so much in the past few years that I feel like I'm married to a different person. My daughters are older (24 and 29 yrs) and they can see how this is effecting me and want to say something to him...That would only make it worse for me so...nobody says anything...Even though he's on meds, he doesn't think it's HIM....it's everyone else. He started working nights again, about 4 months ago, I HATE IT! but, with the way he treats/talks to me I feel this is better for both of us. I just kind of go on with my life and my skin/furkids. I am going to be a first time gramma in July...I focus on that alot! I have put this is Gods hands so many times he is probably sick of hearing from me...I love my husband so much and want him well...I just don't know what to do anymore.
Thank you for listening to me Marilyn
Brenda