[katcarasella]

Honey, it's truly not the end of the world even thought it seems like it right now.
Was Mom having a bad day? She sees her little girl is growing up, and it's hard for Mom's to let their babies go, and she doesn't want you to get hurt.
Have you tried to sit down and talk to her, you've got to communicate with her.
I went through similiar situations with each one of my dtr's and we're the best of buddies now. What you're going through right now with your Mom is really very normal. There's a period between the ages of 18 and 24 when sometimes moms and daughters seem to bump heads. She really only wants the best for you, I bet she was just angry when she said those things to you. She doesn't really mean it, but you've got to talk, when you're both calm.
I'm so sorry to hear that you're so miserable. Hugs