if only i was allowed to

i know they are trying to protect me but i have to make my own mistakes, and they don't let me do that... no matter how well i do outside home, they cant cut the cord...but i guess someday i'll be well off enough to move out on my own... the only thing is that i lose any support i have from them if i move out of my house... thats sorta what i mean about not being allowed to blossom... but i'll have to figure something out... cuz i don't know if i want to go to law school down in SoFL...i might wanna go to another school that is better than the ones down here... and they don't want me to, therefore they won't pay for school...