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Lindsey,
I think your boyfriend sounds like the one with the problems and issues, not you. He sounds like he is MEAN to you. Why would you want to be intimate with him when he puts you down, calls you names, won't go to functions with you then gets mad at you bc of the guests, lets his friends make fun of you??
I don't think he is doing any good in your life. He is making you feel bad about who are you, what you want in life.. also doesn't he not like your dog? Hes very controlling also. I know what Im about to say is A LOT easier said than done, but think about it ok? I think its time you let this guy go. He is causing you so much pain an anguish, he is not helping your depression... he is very selfish and will keep taking from you until you have nothing left to give. I'd hate hate hate to see you so down that you would contemplate hurting yourself again, especially over a guy who does not deserve a sweet, caring, wonderful person like yourself. You are so young, this is a bad trend to get into. A guy who is right for you will never make you feel bad for who you are... and would defend you to anyone, not let them put you down. (((HUGS)))
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