Dobie, I haven't been on here much lately, so I'm trying to catch up a bit. I'm so very sorry to hear your news. I know this must be devistating. The proper words just aren't coming. My prayer is that you find the right path, and make good decisions for the future. Know that we all care very much and are offering or best wishes for you!!
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Marilyn 
If anyone would like a free Bible Study CD or book entitled "Searching for Truth", PM me with your mailing address and I'll send you one. "And you shall know the truth and the truth shall set you free." John 8:32