I probably do the videos for my kids & G-Kids. I would want to tell then to live life to the fullest & I don't want them moping around all sad. If I look down & see them sad I would tell them I'm going to hit them in the back of the head.
Then I would probably sell every thing I owned & travel w/ family. I would want to rid myself of material things. I'm with Janet, I would do a one day funeral also.
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