[rivermom]

Saying "thank you again" to you ladies doesn't even really seem to be enough. But please know I am so very grateful for all your heartfelt words.

I realize I have not responded to many of your other posts. As time goes on and my life becomes "somewhat" normal again I will try to catch up with the rest of you and see all that's going on in your lives. Meanwhile, please be certain that you realize I am thinking of you.

I have to say the "chill" pills are working - life is somewhat in a fog but atleast I can cope and haven't cried for two days now. The calmer affects from the medication has also allowed me to be back riding Bay daily and that's been a huge release. I can also think more clear about the upcoming treatments Robert will be going through and feel I can be more positive and helpful in caring for him.

Again - please know you all too are in my thoughts.