[Lindsey]

Well he effectively ruined our whole plans. Last night there was all that drama. I got 3 hours of sleep all night, she got 2. This morning I spent $80 getting my hair and her daughter's hair done for the wedding. During the ceremony her daughter was running around the church like crazy, and to be honest I was appalled that she was not disciplined at all. We went to my grandma's house with the rest of the family but she left right away saying she felt uncomfortable because we all know each other and she's barely ever been around our family.
Anyways tonight I convinced her to bring the kids to the supper because that's the only way she could come... her ex REFUSED to watch his kids for her. So she brought them and it was HELL. There was a piano and during speeches they were running up there and banging on the keys, stomping around on the floor, running into the kitchen and even right out of the building!!! She was trying to get her daughter some food and her son all of a sudden came out of a hallway with NO PANTS ON running around like a madman. He's 2 and everyone laughed but she was so embarassed at how they were acting, she almost cried. Her ex wouldn't answer his phone when she was calling to get him to pick up a kid or two. She didn't even eat at all, and when her brother said he'd come get them, she just left saying she'd be back later when someone could watch her kids (her dad volunteered earlier)
So I kept trying to get ahold of her and finally she said her dad came home from work and bragged to her about how he just drank 8 beers at work, obviously illegal but he's an alcoholic so whatever. She didn't want to leave her kids with him. Then her ex wouldn't watch them either. So her whole reason for coming up here, our months' worth of planning what we would wear, buying new outfits, makeup, jewelry, the money spent on hair this morning... down the drain.
I want to enjoy my time with my cousin. Just a weekend that we can spend together. He ruined it.
It's 10:00, and I am already home from the wedding. I felt bad for not staying but I can't even keep my eyes open any longer. And I feel selfish for saying this, but I am so angry at him for ruinng MY weekend.