I am so sorry you feel this way. If it is really bothering you, my advice is that you talk to your husband about it. Tell him how you feel and make sure he understands that you love being a wife and mother but that you need something for you as well. Maybe he feels threatened by your need to do something outside the house. Express to him that you just need an outlet where you can do something different. Maybe you can get a part time job or take 1 class so that he can see that you getting a life outside of the house wouldn't interfere with your responsibilities at home. I think if he truly cares about you, he will want you to be happy. Good luck to you!!