[Lindsey]

We are exclusive, but Dan and I were just hanging out as friends. Kyle would see it completely differently if I went out for drinks with a girl. He wouldn't care at all. I wouldn't cheat on Kyle, I just like having my own friends. I guess I'm just sick of constantly feeling like Kyle is judging me and constantly thinks I'm cheating on him, when in a year and a half I have NEVER done anything to make him think that. I have a long-term boyfriend, and Dan has been seeing a few girls on and off... Nothing was going to happen with us.
I know all the girls that Kyle has dated, and I know that he sees them sometimes, and I even know that at least one has tried getting back with him when I'm not around. It doesn't bother me, I know he's not going to go for it. But he's totally different. He freaks out when I talk to a guy I dated years ago. And so he's pretty much been cut from my life, even though we were really close friends too. He's a jealous guy. So I think out of the 5 years that Dan and I have been good friends, those few months of confusion shouldn't really be important at all, and even that was over 3 years ago! We never exclusively dated or anything. I just know Kyle would blow it way out of proportion and I wouldn't be allowed to talk to Dan anymore.
But I'm just going to keep doing what I want to do. I'm going to keep the friends I want to keep. It's my life, and I still don't thnk I was doing anything wrong.
I think my Kyle posts always get a little out of hand lol, I think it's something I should keep to myself until I figure out what's really going on with us