Sorry that you're dealing with depression. You're dealing with a lot with your health lately and I'm sure that it's getting you down. Don't let it get too bad before you go to a doctor. They have meds that can help a lot.
I went and saw Chonda Pierce (she's a Christian comedian) once and she talked about depression. Here's an article that I found about her. I hope it helps.....
http://www.cbn.com/entertainment/boo...epression.aspx