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It is so hard. I had a little schnauzer, Laddie. He had bad arthritis in his back hips. I gave him medicine for it. He'd have something wrong, I'd take him to the vet, and we'd have the conversation about when will the "time" come? My wise old vet always said, "You will know". And he was right.
You knew, you knew since September. You would not have taken that step if you didn't know. Of course, due to the grief and loss, you think maybe it wasn't time, because you want him back - but you know it was time - you would never have taken that step if you didn't know.
I'm so sorry you are going through this, it is so hard, so sad, but "Keller is now running with all his strength and glory.His eyes are alert once more. He is prancing like the King he is... and waiting for me until we can be together again."
And that is all that matters!
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 Gayle
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