[Marilyn]

I'm really in a frump over this. It's so hard to shake off. Last night we went to our Wednesday night service at church, and it was so nice. We're having a Ladie's Day on Jan. 24th and I'm the coordinator and master of ceremonies, so we were busy working on that after services. We had a really nice Bible study and devotional. I felt so much better getting my mind on more important things. Afterward we went to IHOP with the preacher and his wife, his wife is like my best friend, any way, when we were paying to leave, she asked me about Lyondell and how things were going. She meant very well, but she brought me back down to thinking of my concerns over this issue. This morning, for some reason, I just have a feeling of dispair. I know I'm not supposed to. My life priorities are higher than work and money. It's just a forboding kind of feeling. Usually I'm much more positive. Gotta get out of this mood, and soon!!!!

Also, there's a funeral I should probably attend today, but I'm just not sure I'm up to it right now. Gotta rise above all this and get on with life!!!