[Marilyn]

Originally Posted by Janet

I hope you're feeling a bit better Marilyn. I know it can be difficult to pull ourselves out of our lows, but we can when we focus on what's really important.

Thank you, Janet. I am feeling some better. Just have to adjust to the new normal. Work and the financial stuff won't be the same for a very long time so just have to adjust and go on. Things were just so good before all of this. Uh, what a mess!! And hubby is dealing with issues as well. He's running his business by himself right now. At least it's getting done his way. When we get home, it's hard to be motivated to do all the things we normally do. Just no get up and go to get the laundry done, household chores. Evenings I'm home and not at some meeting or something, it's easier to sit on the couch and let the TV entertain, and that's not like us. Or at least not like me.

I know this too will pass. We're talking about going back to the gym. That would probably help a lot. Just have to get up the momentum to get there and get started again. I could cry so easily right now, and I know y'all are probably getting sick of hearing me complain. Wish I had a job like teaching or something where there is a bit of insulation from all of this. Though those careers have their frustrations as well. No, don't want to be a teacher. At least not public school. Not sure what the ideal job would be right now.