That's so sad. I went through some depression when I was a teen too... it's probably worse when there are friends there to keep enabling the behaviour. A 14 year old girl from my hometown just hanged herself a few months ago. It was all planned in her diary too... she even got her parents to buy her a really expensive dress, and in her diary she had instructions to be buried in it. It just seems so sad... nobody even knew she had a problem. I'm so glad there are adults in your situation who are aware and able to step in and help.