[Lindsey]

Sorry to bring up an old thread.

I just have to say I am SO SICK of this. Tonight again I will be at work until the wee morning hours. The same will happen for the rest of the week. I am swamped with last-minute work and my drafting partner is up north doing lab work.

I am on my 13th hour of work today and there is no end in sight.

Yesterday I was in a meeting with my boss and when one of the surveyors said he felt that he wasn't getting enough direction from project managers, my boss told him that they don't have time, our office is on its last threads and we're barely hanging on because we're making no money.

The promising engineer I wrote about in my last post just left to go back to school to get another masters degree. Another project manager just went back to school for a masters as well. Everyone is leaving.

I am so stressed out right now I want to cry and I have nobody to talk to, and nobody to ask for help. I needed Scott's help and we talked briefly online and then he was gone... didn't say goodbye or anything. I am upset but I know it could be just his internet connection going out, and there is no other way to contact him at all. We worked on this project together when he was here, and now I'm confused as to what he did in some areas. I am getting so angry I feel like I'm going to snap. And while I'm here ranting, no work is getting done. I just needed to say something before I cried at work.

Starting now, I am going to go full-force looking for another job.