Kat is here.

[katcarasella]

I received a call from Jenny in Florida tonite telling me she was leaving Disney World if I didn't get back on here, she said "They're your friends and ever since you started chatting with them you've started to be your old self again.
Mom, what would you do if one of them was sad? You know what you'd do, you'd reach out to them and have them laughing with you. Don't crawl back into that shell again, they're really worried about you, and I have my lap top with me and I will be checking 4WT daily."

I'm not mad at anyone, I'm just having a hard time right now, can't sleep or eat, just want to go to sleep.
Pete was so sick at this time last year, and I had no idea he was gonna be gone so quickly, if only I had known,,,,,,,
He died May 2, at 5:27P.M.

(Thanks for all the PMs)

[Janet]

Kat, I'm so sorry you're going through this. I know it's hard to believe, but in time...it will get a little easier. This is the first anniversary of his passing and your feelings are still so raw. We're here for you, I hope you know that. You are a very VERY bright spot on this forum and when you're not here, it's just not the same. We love you very much.

[katcarasella]

Awww Janet, now you have me crying again, but they're happyish tears. If I'm not on for a while it's because I've been up all night. I'm gonna try to sleep now. Please let the group know I'm fine. When I wake up I'll check in.
Love you guys.

[2tiredmom]

Kat,

My HEART goes out to you. Even though I don't get on here to much, I'm trying to do better. You are such a ray of sunshine. Your in my thoughts and prayers.
God Bless You. Here's a hug........

[Gina]

See Ms. Kat you get back here right now. Get some freaking sleep and refresh yourself. I don't want to hear it. < stern voice here > Everyone misses you and we all love you. I don't want the job of dj I am doing a horrible job. So the slot is open.. Ladies want to hear your!!! music.. So get back here quickly ASAP!!


Kat on a softer note.. I understand that you are having a hard time with the anniversary of Pete's passing it is a natural feeling. You and Pete had a wonderful marriage. Like Janet mentioned it will take time, you will never forget but the pain will become less and less as time goes on. Trust me, when my brother died 30 yrs ago. My mom said those words to me. You will never forget him , you will have all the wonderful memories. The pain will stop I promise.. He is smiling down at you for you are smiling and laughing more these days. So take some time and please hurry back...

Love Ya!

[goofywife]

Kat, she what you have done. You have me crying with you. It brings back memories of my Dad. He passed 3 years ago. I totally understand what you are feeling. His birthday was last week. When it gets close to these dates with meanings ya just kind a get weapy. I think its all normal. Just come back here and let us give you some hugs.