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07-20-2011, 06:25 PM
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I Need To Vent!
I need to vent some. No one really needs to respond, but I just have to get this out!
Okay...here I go..... I'm so tired of my husband....I really want out of this marriage, but at the moment I'm stuck. Should have left sooner, but I didn't. Guess God knew I would need to take care of Mom. I'm sick and tired of the other people in this house thinking it's okay to 'leave it' for me to clean up. I'm so ready to get rid of a few dogs. I'm more than tired of hearing the dang things barking all the time. It's driving me absolutely mad!!! I'm also tired of taking care of Mom all the time and even though I could and probably should put her in a nursing home....I just can't. Just when I think I can....I can't. I can't stand the thought of her laying in her own waste until someone has time to clean her up...yet....I'm tired of cleaning it up when it happens. I'm tired of having to be home every freak'n evening because I'm the only one who knows how to hook Mom up to her dialysis machine. I'm tired of having to think of food all the time. When I got hungry...I ate....now I have to fix Mom something first thing of a morning, noon and 5:00. I can't stand having fixed times to fix food. My freedom is completely gone. I'm tired of basically living from week to week. I will always have MY money, just like my husband has 'his', but I'm not spending it on bills. He can spend his. If he can go away this weekend to his stupid cowboy shoot, then he can fork over more money. I'm also tired of sweating all the time. Tired of the pain in my neck, shoulder and arm and tired of this darn heatwave! I know there are more things...lol...but I just can't think of them right now. Okay.....finally got that out. Whew..... Please don't feel you have to respond.....I just needed to do this and well....I do feel a LITTLE bit better....notice the 'little'. I'm done.............................................. .....................................for now....lolol
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07-20-2011, 07:08 PM
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07-21-2011, 05:05 AM
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07-21-2011, 07:15 AM
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Oh yeah....out of the last 30 days...my younger brother has seen Mom 3 times....the 3 days she was in the hospital. I knew there was something else...
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07-21-2011, 09:50 AM
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07-21-2011, 11:29 AM
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I "ditto" what Gayle said!!!!
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