Good luck Paula! My mom hasn't had a smoke since September and I think she still struggles with it sometimes but I am SO SO SO proud of her! It can be done and I'm sure you're a strong enough woman to get through it 

 I was looking for things to encourage my mom to stay on the right track, so I thought I'd share them with you too 
Smoking cessation timeline – the health benefits over time
    * In 20 minutes, your blood pressure and pulse rate decrease, and the body temperature of your hands and feet increase.
    * Carbon monoxide in cigarette smoke reduces the blood’s ability to carry oxygen. At 8 hours, the carbon monoxide level in your blood decreases to normal. With the decrease in carbon monoxide, your blood oxygen level increases to normal.
    * At 24 hours, your risk of having a heart attack decreases.
    * At 48 hours, nerve endings start to regrow and the ability to smell and taste is enhanced.
    * Between 2 weeks and 3 months, your circulation improves, walking becomes easier and you don’t cough or wheeze as often. Phlegm production decreases. Within several months, you have significant improvement in lung function.
    * In 1 to 9 months, coughs, sinus congestion, fatigue and shortness of breath decrease as you continue to see significant improvement in lung function. Cilia, tiny hair-like structures that move mucus out of the lungs, regain normal function.
    * In 1 year, risk of coronary heart disease and heart attack is reduced to half that of a smoker.
    * Between 5 and 15 years after quitting, your risk of having a stroke returns to that of a non-smoker.
    * In 10 years, your risk of lung cancer drops. Additionally, your risk of cancer of the mouth, throat, esophagus, bladder, kidney and pancreas decrease. Even after a decade of not smoking however, your risk of lung cancer remains higher than in people who have never smoked. Your risk of ulcer also decreases.
    * In 15 years, your risk of coronary heart disease and heart attack in similar to that of people who have never smoked. The risk of death returns to nearly the level of a non-smoker.