Gary is gone

[gja1000]

My sweet beloved Gary passed away about 7:00PM tonight. His heart just went into an arrhythmia and they could not shock him out of it. I'm so very sad, I'm probably in shock, yet I knew this day was coming, but I didn't think it would be today. He went quickly and didn't suffer and I am so grateful for that.

I know your hearts are breaking for me and mine is broken too. But I'm OK. I've known for 9 years this day would come, I just didn't want it to be today. My friends have been with me all evening, and one is staying the night. My son-in-law Bryan had to go to the hospital this evening for a diverticulites attack, so I am going to Houston tomorrow to be with them. We are all so very sad, but so very glad Gary is not sick and feeling badly anymore.

Gary actually felt better today, a lot better. We had a good day together, we watched TV, played cards and talked. We kissed and said "I love you" to each other. I have no regrets there. I want him back, but it just wasn't meant to be. We had 30 wonderful years together, he is my soulmate, I will love him forever.