Being the oldest

[Miss_Sara]

Ya this year has been quite the eye opener

my 18th birthday
a bit of a deal

most of my family didn't get me gifts

Christmas
most of my family didn't get me gifts


I'm not a selfish girl. but I like to be shown some appreciation
especially since it's hard. I'm the oldest and the only for a while

and I can't stand seeing my cousins that are 4 years younger then me and all related (there's a group of 4 that are all siblings) get so much crap when they actually don't think of us as their actual family
which is crap
they just don't remember when they were very young and everything we did for them

but yet everyone goes out of their ways for them
because they had a "hard childhood"
they were very little then and don't remember anything and have made out with an awesome life and have more than everything a kid could ask for
but everyone forgets that I'm STUCK in the bad childhood. I still live with the psycho mom.


ok I'm not asking for attention
as I hate attention
I'm just asking for a "happy birthday" phone call
or maybe some cake and ice cream with my family that I always put first?