Work...Work...Oh, more work!!!

[Taurus Babe]

Gosh! This isn't going to sound as bad as I feel, and I probably shouldn't feel so bad but...

My bf has crazy shifts usually 4 days on and 4 off, 2 days and 2 nights. Well, as most of you know i just moved here and I'm still getting settled in to this new schedule, being home alone, not having family or friends. So he did his 4 on, and then was supposed to have 4 off. Well, he cross shifted with a buddy (got valentines day off) so he only had 2 days off. So tonight was supposed to be the end of his shift he took for his buddy, but then someone else needed him to work for them, so tonight he's doing a 24hr shift. AND another one of his buddies needed him to take a shift for him on Thursday, so now he's working Thursday too. UGH! It just seems like he's working SO much.

And I've just been so stressed these past few weeks. SOO stressed. I just feel so tense and bad cause I"m not working and blah blah blah...and I don't have anyone to hang out with, and I'm kinda shy so it's hard to just 'get out and make friends'. Gosh...I love my bf, and I'm so happy I moved. I love it here. It's so beautiful. Just kinda lonely...and I'm tired of feeling this way.

I lost five pounds . Whooo hoo! Thats something to be happy about.

Oh yeah, and my dog is just...omg I can't even get into the stress that he is causing me.

Sorry so long. Thanks for listening.