Single?

[Lindsey]

Is anyone out there actually single? Anyone who read my last post would know that I now am. If anyone out there is in the same boat as me, please remind me of some good things about the single life! I am giving myself until the end of the weekend to feel sorry for myself. I come home from work and cry as soon as I walk in the door. This has got to stop! I lost my boyfriend and my best friend in the same second, and I'm not allowing myself to talk to him for at least 2 weeks so I can try to get over him faster. A friend from back home told me to try an internet dating site, and i would feel better knowing i can move on when i'm ready, but having over 150 hits and 50 messages in the first 3 days from guys really close to me just creeped me out and I'm not ready for this at all. Can anyone tell me how to feel better? I feel like i'm never coming out of this depression.