Lonely

[Janet]

I am really lonely this week. What few friends I have are working during the day and have their families to attend to of an evening. I feel kind of lost.

I wish my best friend would get in touch with me. Remember I told you all about her and I being best friends for over 20 years. We haven't spoke since September of last year. I miss her so much. When she is in my life, I feel whole, but without her my heart just aches.

I've sent her a few emails and not gotten any replies. I can't call her, she lives with her daughter and she just won't come to the phone. She's not in the best of health and they are told to tell me she's lying down or asleep. I just don't understand. She told me in an email last October that she was just going through a 'nervous' spell and would call me soon. That call has never come.

Guess I should have put this in the Vent forum, but I'm not really venting, just feeling really sad and alone.