Useless Woman...

I am getting really depressed. I have had only one appointment this week! I don't know what to do. Steven is impartial to the problem because he doesn't see it as me NEEDING a job, but I feel like I do because that is what your supposed to do as an adult, and if I don't have a job, it will be my fault when we fall in to debt! I can get another job, but I really like working at the day spa, and I can't really do both as the day spa requires the you to be "on call".

I am just sooooooo freaking bored, upset, depressed and tired of feeling absolutly useless!!