All about a Damn Massage...

Ok, so first of all, Steven was talking to his forum buddies via chat and they we're shocked that he was married. I told them to tell them that he was because I was a total hottie, he paused! He had to think about weather or not he wanted to tell them I was hot! Steven's the damn one always saying how hot I am and how he brags it too the world and then he won't even say it in front of people he doen's know! I just assumed he'd jump at the opportunity to brag (like he says he always does) about me. since he bugs me most of the time anyways by saying how "I'm the most beautiful woman in the world"

Second, all of last week my back was really bothering, I strained it moving furniture, and I tried to hint and ask Steven MULTIPLE times if he could give me a back massage, every time finding an excuse NOT too. He says he's not good at them, or else he'd do a little half-ass rub thing. Well tonight, he pulled a muscle and asked ME to give him a back massage. WELL!! Now if maybe he would have given me a massage last week I would have been more inclined too help him but all I thought of was I asked ALL LAST WEEK for a massage and he said NO everytime and now he asks ME for a massage easy-peasy! Well I said NO cause of him not giving me one, and now he's all mad, thinking that I'm mean for not massaging his back.

Ahhhhhhh!!!!! I'm so Grrrrr! I just feel like I'm not worth being made to feel better but I need to bow down and do his wish if he's not feeling well. Don't get me wrong all, He's a wonderful person in all aspects, but right now I'm upset about the whole massage thing!