Thank You.

[jrsygal37]

I just wanted to thank everyone who posted about My little Jersey girl. Yesterday, Thursday has been a week since losing her. I really do not have much I can say about that. This is the first I've been online her or on Yorkie Talk. I'm having such trouble sleeping. I wake up at night and just cry. I keep thinking I'm going to open my eyes and see her. I keep wondering if there was more. Did I rush it. Should I have insisted that the vet do more to make sure. I don't know. I don't think that I will ever ever be at peace with my decision. I have this aching sick feeling that I know with time will pass. This isn't about me or looking for sympathy - I just ache for her and for her going at such a young age. Losing them when they are old and sick is not easier but you can make some sense of it but losing a baby a puppy so young hurts differently and leaves you with a constant doubt. I had this vet 13 yrs. and trusted him completely yet I find myself second guessing whether he was right - whether I jumped the gun. Anyway, sorry for rambling. I just wanted to thank you guys. And, Judy I'm not sure if you are reading this but I am so sorry about your girl. I posted on YT as well. I hope you and your family find peace and find another to heal your hearts.

Elaine