Did Your Christmas Suck???

[Janet]

Mine did! Of course, I've never had a good Christmas in my 53 years so I don't know why this one should've been any different. I don't want a pity party...or an " Aw Janet, I'm sorry you didn't have a good Christmas," I just need to vent and here seems as good a place as any.

My husband wrote out a list of things he'd like to get for Christmas...name of item, store and even the item number and price. The list had 7 items on it plus I bought him some surprises. As you can see from my list on the other thread...it wasn't quite the same for me. Not that I really wanted anything to begin with, but at least I put some thought into his gifts, plus got him what he wanted.

I got Ricky an IPod Touch, Garmin Nuvi780 GPS and some smaller items too. So what does hubby say as he's leaving for work this morning...that he is going to stop at Best Buy to look at GPS systems. He does this crap every year. I spend my Christmas money on him, Ricky, and Mom and a few others. He saves his back so what he doesn't get for Christmas, he goes and buys for himself.

Guess there was a reason that all day Christmas day I just kept telling myself I wanted a divorce. I wish I was brave enough to just leave. If I'm still here next year....I'll wrap dogs*** in a box for him, because I refuse to spend another dime on the bastard.

I have always hated Christmas mostly because growing up, my Mom was always so mean, now it's the a$$hole husband. If it wasn't for Ricky, I wouldn't celebrate at all. If it wasn't for Ricky...I wouldn't be here at all.