What do you look like?

[rivermom]

Originally Posted by AngieDoogles

You always have the best way of putting things and you never fail to make me laugh. hehe! As for being thin...well, I have tried for YEARS (since middle school) to gain weight and it just doesn't work for me. I would come home and cry because people made fun of me in school for being skinny. Even the teachers and guidance counselors would call my mom and tell her that I was anorexic, which wasn't at all true. I feel a lot better about it now that I am not in middle or high school anymore...and having such a sweet husband has been nothing short of amazing, but it was definitely a struggle. Just thought I'd let you know that the grass isn't always greener on the other side...

I'm ready for someone else's pictures now! If you've already posted some, you should post more! You've probably changed since last time anyway...

That's so interesting that you say that. I used to take these chewable tablets that were the size of horse pills to MAKE me GAIN weight. No matter how much food I ate I was a bean poll. Then I had a few kids, then I aged, then well I dunno it changed. I laugh thinking I used to force myself to gain and now I force myself to lose. Be careful of what you wish for I say. LOL

Now as with pics...I plan on showing more this summer after I have reached my goal weight from this Jenny Craig diet from hell I call it. Oh sooo much suffering just to feel pretty. It's amazing what some women go through for self esteem I tell ya!!

My plan (which Mandy knows of already) is to lose my weight, throw this very sheer white fabric around myself very sexy like and have my girl friend take my pic on my horse. I want it for a gift to hubby. There are woods that are private out here so I know I can dress down to nothing but this sheer sheet and get pics without the world knowing about it. Anyway that's my goal. So if it happens I will post a pic of that so you all can have a good laugh.