bad weekend

[katcarasella]

Lindsey, I suffer from depression also, but the meds do work. As far as what other people think, who cares, are they paying your bills? You only have to answer to God and yourself, so do yourself a favor and get better, there's a great world out here, but you have to take that first step!!

[Lindsey]

i don't want to die but sometimes i wish i was never born

[katcarasella]

I just looked this up, go check it out there is help out there.

http://groups.msn.com/Bipolardissord...elpatonce.msnw

[Lindsey]

Thank you Kat. I've been like this for as long as I can remember. I slit my wrists on my 18th birthday. It was the scariest night of my life. My mom knows but she covered it up so nobody in the family knows she has a crazy daughter.
I just went for a drive and drove past the houses of every guy who's screwed me over, and then I drove by the river to try to lift my spirits and then I went way out of town and got lost. I finally found my way back and drove past my boyfriend's house to see he's still not at home, still partying it up for his mom's birthday that I was invited to but then ditched.

[Marilyn]

Lindsey, next time something like this happens, wash you face, go get a nice inexpensive gift and go to the party. The party is for her, not for your BF. Smile and have a good time in spite of him. He'll want to be with the coolest girl in the room, who BTW is you!!!!

[Lindsey]

Originally Posted by Marilyn

Lindsey, next time something like this happens, wash you face, go get a nice inexpensive gift and go to the party. The party is for her, not for your BF. Smile and have a good time in spite of him. He'll want to be with the coolest girl in the room, who BTW is you!!!!

But he wouldn't tell me where the party was, I still don't know where they are

[Marilyn]

BTW, I know it's much easier said than done, but don't worry about the past. Let the past worry about the past. Think about the future and all the wonderful adventures ahead of you. Kyle needs to wake up and realize what a sweet person he has for a GF. We know what a special, kind, responsible, caring person you are, so he should surely know!!!

I know what the lack of sex drive is like. It's so frustrating knowing you that you can't/don't have the desire to give that part of you to your boyfriend even though you want to be able to. I will say that it's NOT you..Im almost positive that it's the BC. I was on it and lack of a sex drive is one of the most common. Do some research on different kinds and get another perscription. Good luck to you