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My thoughts and prayers are with you during this very difficult time. I don't have many words of encouragement or advice for you since I, myself, have never experienced anything like this. All I could say is seek some counseling. There are counselors who are talk-therapists and don't even prescribe medication as part of their therapy. Also, many counselors will work with those who cannot afford to pay full price. I would suggest just looking around and making some phone calls to different counselors around your town. Also, look into reading some books on overcoming the death of a loved one or grief counseling. Best of luck. You will be in my prayers as well as your daughter during her pregnancy!