so awkward...

[Lindsey]

Originally Posted by Mandy

Lindsey, you CAN'T go on like this!! Sooner or later it's going to get the better of you.
I don't see why you should be on any meds so they can barge into your house at any hour and wake you up! Tell me, how do those 2 get through the day with so little sleep?
Tell your room mate straight, if he's not going to stop this crap, you are forced to look for another room mate!!

I think it's already starting to get the better of me I've never shook so bad as I did last night, and my heart was pounding so hard I thought it would burst out of my chest. To begin with, I'm not healthy, and they both know that. I need sleep. I constantly have low blood sugar and low blood pressure, and one damaged kidney. When I don't get sleep I actually feel ill all day. Sometimes everything will drop at once and I just pass out, it's been happening since I was 6.
I think today I'm going to tell them if they want to do it here, do it and be quiet by the time I go to sleep. When they're coming home from the bar like last night and they'll be doing it tonight too, go to her house, or sleep in the car or something!