sooooooooo ANGRY!

[Chandra Amaya]

Originally Posted by Lindsey

I finally agree, I AM BETTER than that. For the past couple of days all I think about is what I don't like about him and his group of friends. Every night of the week can be drunk night. As soon as I moved here to be with him, I was always second place to his friends. He's different when he's with them, and I guess that's the important thing to him right now. He doesn't want to grow up, and I did bring up the possibility of pregnancy before and he basically said it would ruin his life. When I decide to date again I hope I find someone with a little more responsibility. Now I'm glad we broke up, I just wish I would have been the one to do it. If only I knew then what I know now.

I know exactly what you mean hun. My ex did almost the same thing. I'm so proud of you for realizing you deserve better. & don't beat yourself up over not being the one to end it. We all learn more about ourselves & the people around us through our life expierences. Just remember that someday it won't hurt as much, if at all, & going through the situation will help you to learn something about yourself & make you a stronger person in the long run. BTW congrats on not being PG. That jerk doesn't deserve a child